Here I am again. I’ve been doing work on healing this wound. It seems I’ve made it worse. 😭
Logically, this seems utterly ridiculous.
I had reached out to the guy just to say some nice things that I valued about the connection, and that it had made and impact on me. I wanted him to know what I valued even though things didn’t work out.
Then when he never responded after 3 days I said this prayer “I form a circle of protection around me. I call on the 4 Archangles of the 4 corners of the earth to stand guard at the four primary directional gates: the north, the south, the east and the west. I call in the four elements fire, water, earth and wind to protect my energy field and to stand guard and not allow any energy that doesn't resonate with my field”.

In that exact moment he called.
I couldn’t bring myself to answer.

I did another healing practice last night “Choose Again”. It helped me release a lot from an old childhood thing I thought I’d forgiven.

So today I messaged him that I noticed he called Sat, that wasn’t able to answer, and that I hoped he was well.

He asked me to never contact him again and blocked me on everything. 😔
My ego seems to be using this to prove I’m guilty and did something wrong.