Hey Grace, something really unusual happened last night. I was in my bedroom laying down trying to sleep. I had been listening to some videos from the Devine light alchemy YouTube channel. It was raining outside and I was laying there with my eyes open and all of a sudden the room got noticeably darker. It was almost physically tangable. I have block out curtains to keep the light out, and at first, I thought maybe the power went out, because it was thundering earlier, but I looked over and my digital clock was still working and I saw the faint glow of my smartphone. I sat up for a few minutes looking around wondering what was going on. I then laid back down and closed my eyes. A little while later while I still had my eyes closed, I saw this white light in the lower corner of my left eye. It was almost like someone shining a light on me from an angle. I wondered if it could be my smartphone or digital clock. After a few minutes I opened my eyes and looked around and the clock and phone were giving of a little bit of light, but it was nothing like what I was experiencing when I had my eyes closed. I can't explain this experience and I have no idea what it means.
Not to long ago when I talked to you, we briefly talked about what the meaning of life was and trying to find my purpose in this life. I remember when I was little I would look through the Stark brothers nursery catalog and draw a schematic picture of our yard with where the plants should be planted. But we never any money to buy anything. I'm good at growing and designing things. If money was no object, I'm sure I could grow some amazing things. Could this be my purpose in this life?
